Indeed, these days i am surrounded by people who just tend to say the wrong thing at the wrong time. I tend to keep to myself, as they always trigger bent up anger and frustration that I have keeping in for years on end.
I believe I need this break, from them. Perhaps a long one, I'm tired my friend of their behavior always trying to scapegoat me into believing I am just not worth living or something.
I always have to be the first to apologize, they have taken way too much advantage of my sincerity and honesty.
My humbleness is becoming empty and what's being filled in the process is rage. Thus I thought it best to distance myself, because I don't want to hurt their feelings.
I know they neither would ask forgiveness nor forgive for that matter. As their current behavior speaks volumes of their selfishness.
There's too much that is happening and I just want to be left alone from them.
Been told to man up, countless times and when I do then its a problem because they won't let me contribute.
Then what's the point, what do they really want?
I believe they are as confused as one would be.
They just don't know what they want and are not willing to compromise for another.
I hope I just move forwards from this as I always have and hopefully I will. If i distract and distance myself from such and such.
I missed your presence, sorry if I wasn't able to talk. The membership expired. There is a limit to what I can see and write on here.
I hope you are well and happy.
Stay Blessed and Stay Safe
With Love, and Hugs